# /Death rant, long rant **URL:** \ **Category:** PittSpeed Off Topic\ **Created:** [October 8, 2008, 5:34am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/death-rant-long-rant/200041 "2008-10-08T05:34:14Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 1\ **Showing post:** 16
**Author:** ![spektator](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/e19adc/32.png) [@spektator](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/spektator)\ **Post date:** [October 8, 2008, 9:57am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/death-rant-long-rant/200041/16 "2008-10-08T09:57:00Z")
> [@DVD Shrink....](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/dvd-shrink/38247/5): > > Sorry for your loss Chaz…I have been there, now that I am getting a little older my greatest fear is losing my parents which neither are in great health my mom especially (smokes 2 packs a day) I just hope when it comes time I can hold it together we all find ourselves in times of need…it can make you stronger or weaker, but you always find yourself on the ground… its up to you to find a way to get back back up. I lost my whole world in march when my gram passed and then my uncle passed this month from cancer that just came out of no where and 6 months later he was gone. ive lost 6 close relatives in the past 12 months…im so far on the ground i swear im starting to turn into a worm. But its the help of my bf, friends and family that are slowly bringing me back to a standing position. it takes time to heal…your first step is finding the time, and when you do…take it! --- _[View the full topic](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/death-rant-long-rant/200041)._