# I guess I'll make this public....(very serious post). **URL:** \ **Category:** Shift518 Off Topic\ **Created:** [September 21, 2009, 6:57am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/i-guess-ill-make-this-public-very-serious-post/246969 "2009-09-21T06:57:57Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 1\ **Showing post:** 74
**Author:** ![Dread](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/dread/32/6544_2.png) [@Dread](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/Dread)\ **Post date:** [September 23, 2009, 3:47pm UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/i-guess-ill-make-this-public-very-serious-post/246969/74 "2009-09-23T15:47:00Z")
> [@Google Maps? Hah, good luck](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/google-maps-hah-good-luck/23411/3): > > Guess this is a good a place as ever to get something off my chest too. > > So, I found out last week my girlfriend has cancer. She started smoking when she was 14 (she would be 23 now). The doctor said she only had about 3 months to live. She cried for a few days and I didn’t know how to handle the situation, so I stopped answering her calls. I know it’s a horrible thing to do to someone, but I really couldn’t deal with the emotions. > > I found out today that she took her own life with sleeping pills. They tried to pump her stomach but it was too late. > > I went to the hospital and it was very depressing and difficult to be around her family. Her mom blames me for her death. I went by my parents’ house to escape and hopefully get some advice on what to do. My mom told me that I was moving in with my aunt and uncle in Bel-Air. > > I whistled for a cab and when it came near the license plate said “Fresh” and had a dice in the mirror. If anything I could say that this cab was rare, but I thought naw forget it, yo home to Bel-Air! I pulled up to a house about seven or eight and I yelled to the cabby “Yo, holmes smell you later!” Looked at my kingdom, I was finally there, to sit on my throne as the prince of Bel-Air! Touche --- _[View the full topic](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/i-guess-ill-make-this-public-very-serious-post/246969)._