# its been a long time comming... **URL:** \ **Category:** Shift518 Off Topic\ **Created:** [November 24, 2009, 12:42am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589 "2009-11-24T00:42:17Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 1
**Author:** ![Auto0utcast1](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/auto0utcast1/32/6546_2.png) [@Auto0utcast1](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/Auto0utcast1)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 12:42am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/1 "2009-11-24T00:42:17Z")
not sure this is going to make much of a difference, but what the hell, ive tried everything else and its like slamming my head off a brick wall and ive gotten too many concussions to keep doing that. first off, i want to apologise to the majority of shift. been in a pretty nasty funk for a while and havent had my head on straight. been blaming alot of people for alot of issues that were self created and self inflicted. im POSITIVE im not going to be on anyones christmas card mailing list (or hannukah for those of you out there) but tis the season for me to reflect back on the type of person ive been as a whole to everyone whether its people on here, or in person. everybody has different outlooks on how each other should present themselves and how they should act… ive never been one to take criticism well, except its pretty bad when i cant even stand my own thoughts and actions. this all being said (typed) im going to try and make a conscious effort to adjust a few things (ok more than a few) in my life and hope for better outcomes. noones perfect, especially not me, so i guess we’ll see how this goes… like i said in the beginning im sure im going to get some heat for this post, good or bad, hey either way i had to get some shit off my chest. take this for what you all will. ~Travis ---
**Author:** ![underboosted](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/underboosted/32/6424_2.png) [@underboosted](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/underboosted)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 1:16am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/2 "2009-11-24T01:16:27Z")
I don’t personally know you but it seems like this should have happened a long time ago. ---
**Author:** ![bennyfizzle](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/bennyfizzle/32/6291_2.png) [@bennyfizzle](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/bennyfizzle)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 4:17am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/3 "2009-11-24T04:17:20Z")
Soooo you want to be banned, again? I don’t understand what the purpose was? ---
**Author:** ![deadbeatrec](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/deadbeatrec/32/6401_2.png) [@deadbeatrec](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/deadbeatrec)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 4:42am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/4 "2009-11-24T04:42:45Z")
+rep me and benny will let u stay ---
**Author:** ![88slowmarro](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/88slowmarro/32/6339_2.png) [@88slowmarro](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/88slowmarro)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 4:46am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/5 "2009-11-24T04:46:28Z")
are you gonna kill yourself ?some form of pre suicide letter or suttin lolololol ---
**Author:** ![bennyfizzle](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/bennyfizzle/32/6291_2.png) [@bennyfizzle](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/bennyfizzle)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 4:49am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/6 "2009-11-24T04:49:43Z")
> [@y0](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/y0/26279/2): > > +rep me and benny will let u stay neg rep’d. ---
**Author:** ![ninety1two40](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/ninety1two40/32/6332_2.png) [@ninety1two40](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/ninety1two40)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 4:50am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/7 "2009-11-24T04:50:16Z")
> [@WTB: 1990 integra exhaust](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/wtb-1990-integra-exhaust/26274/6): > > not sure this is going to make much of a difference, but what the hell, ive tried everything else and its like slamming my head off a brick wall and ive gotten too many concussions to keep doing that. > > first off, i want to apologise to the majority of shift. been in a pretty nasty funk for a while and havent had my head on straight. been blaming alot of people for alot of issues that were self created and self inflicted. im POSITIVE im not going to be on anyones christmas card mailing list (or hannukah for those of you out there) but tis the season for me to reflect back on the type of person ive been as a whole to everyone whether its people on here, or in person. > everybody has different outlooks on how each other should present themselves and how they should act… ive never been one to take criticism well, except its pretty bad when i cant even stand my own thoughts and actions. > this all being said (typed) im going to try and make a conscious effort to adjust a few things (ok more than a few) in my life and hope for better outcomes. noones perfect, especially not me, so i guess we’ll see how this goes… > > like i said in the beginning im sure im going to get some heat for this post, good or bad, hey either way i had to get some shit off my chest. take this for what you all will. > > ~Travis > [@y0](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/y0/26279/2): > > +rep me and benny will let u stay Both of you negged ---
**Author:** ![deadbeatrec](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/deadbeatrec/32/6401_2.png) [@deadbeatrec](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/deadbeatrec)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 4:53am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/8 "2009-11-24T04:53:46Z")
> [@Tire feedback](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/tire-feedback/26055/25): > > Both of you negged dude srs? if we ever meet, my foot is going so far up ur cunt its not even funny. ---
**Author:** ![ninety1two40](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/ninety1two40/32/6332_2.png) [@ninety1two40](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/ninety1two40)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 5:02am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/9 "2009-11-24T05:02:09Z")
> [@I have an experiment for anyone who didn't think the plane will take off](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/i-have-an-experiment-for-anyone-who-didnt-think-the-plane-will-take-off/8217/366): > > dude srs? if we ever meet, my foot is going so far up ur cunt its not even funny. Good luck finding my cunt. ---
**Author:** ![deadbeatrec](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/deadbeatrec/32/6401_2.png) [@deadbeatrec](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/deadbeatrec)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 5:04am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/10 "2009-11-24T05:04:18Z")
shouldnt be hard cock face. ---
**Author:** ![OsoiNA6](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/osoina6/32/6301_2.png) [@OsoiNA6](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/OsoiNA6)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 5:12am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/11 "2009-11-24T05:12:35Z")
I clicked this thread thinking it was Alpine finally busting a nut and it turns out to be more male drama! Crap! ---
**Author:** ![Jammer](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/jammer/32/6349_2.png) [@Jammer](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/Jammer)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 5:20am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/12 "2009-11-24T05:20:07Z")
I, for one, always found school more fun and interesting when the small bus kids were mixed in with the general population. No reason to fix everything thats broken in this world. ---
**Author:** ![Shady](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/6de8d8/32.png) [@Shady](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/Shady)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 5:20am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/13 "2009-11-24T05:20:51Z")
> [@RANT re: Cops](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/rant-re-cops/26272/11): > > I, for one, always found school more fun and interesting when the small bus kids were mixed in with the general population. > > No reason to fix everything thats broken in this world. . 🤣rofl Killin me jammer ---
**Author:** ![deadbeatrec](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/deadbeatrec/32/6401_2.png) [@deadbeatrec](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/deadbeatrec)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 5:21am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/14 "2009-11-24T05:21:32Z")
> [@RANT re: Cops](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/rant-re-cops/26272/11): > > I, for one, always found school more fun and interesting when the small bus kids were mixed in with the general population. > > No reason to fix everything thats broken in this world. such as alpines dick, or sullys brain. ---
**Author:** ![ninety1two40](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/ninety1two40/32/6332_2.png) [@ninety1two40](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/ninety1two40)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 5:23am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/15 "2009-11-24T05:23:23Z")
> [@3.17 Saturday - St. Patty's Day :wahoo](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/3-17-saturday-st-pattys-day-wahoo/25881/96): > > shouldnt be hard cock face. ![http://i140.photobucket.com/albums/r26/joycechan2007/face-paintings-12.jpg](https://canada1.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/uploads/speedlife/original/3X/e/a/eab77b1d9dc7e78a548798a885536560643e6dcd.jpeg) :rofl :rofl ---
**Author:** ![deadbeatrec](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/deadbeatrec/32/6401_2.png) [@deadbeatrec](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/deadbeatrec)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 5:25am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/16 "2009-11-24T05:25:09Z")
red x. cant see. ---
**Author:** ![ninety1two40](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/ninety1two40/32/6332_2.png) [@ninety1two40](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/ninety1two40)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 5:25am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/17 "2009-11-24T05:25:35Z")
> [@FS:99 kaw kx 250r](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/fs-99-kaw-kx-250r/26163/4): > > red x. cant see. That’s the idea buddy :tongue ---
**Author:** ![ninety1two40](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/ninety1two40/32/6332_2.png) [@ninety1two40](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/ninety1two40)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 5:34am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/18 "2009-11-24T05:34:16Z")
> [@FS:99 kaw kx 250r](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/fs-99-kaw-kx-250r/26163/4): > > red x. cant see. Whoa my bad on the neg rep man, I just saw your I’m Hungry thread. :bowdown I’ll pos rep you when I can. Please accept my apology. ---
**Author:** ![SRS\_BZNS](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/srs_bzns/32/6375_2.png) [@SRS\_BZNS](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/SRS_BZNS)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 5:45am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/19 "2009-11-24T05:45:11Z")
Neg’d everyone in this thread ---
**Author:** ![votblindub](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/votblindub/32/6280_2.png) [@votblindub](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/votblindub)\ **Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 6:14am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/20 "2009-11-24T06:14:50Z")
aaaaaaaaaaaaaand we’re way off topic once again. Travis, do what you planned to do. [Next page](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589.md?page=2)