# its been a long time comming...

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**Created:** [November 24, 2009, 12:42am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589 "2009-11-24T00:42:17Z")\
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**Post date:** [November 24, 2009, 10:54am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/its-been-a-long-time-comming/248589/45 "2009-11-24T10:54:18Z")

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> [@Pics of my sti. lowered, lip, rims, washed.](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/pics-of-my-sti-lowered-lip-rims-washed/26270/54):
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> 20mg a day combined with omega 3-6 EPA/DPA fish oil and a quality multivitamin works wonders…
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> hehe 🙂
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> Travis you sound depressed as shit man. Go see a doctor.

depression isnt even the tip of the iceberg. ive had recurring thoughts of suicide since i was 15. tried once as well around 17… thank god for a broken firing pin… now its more of a fleeting thought than something i focus on. so i find other ways to channel my energy and anger… its not an easy life.

but at least i can nut at will. 😉

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