# PTSD...

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**Category:** NYSpeed Off Topic\
**Created:** [July 15, 2007, 6:47pm UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/ptsd/32412 "2007-07-15T18:47:27Z")\
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**Author:** ![Janus](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/j/c2a13f/32.png) [@Janus](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/Janus)\
**Post date:** [July 18, 2007, 8:01pm UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/ptsd/32412/27 "2007-07-18T20:01:27Z")

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I do have some weird sence of pride i took from it. I always thought about it… ‘what if…’ ect. Like i said, im not a fighter… but when some one i care deeply about is in danger, it was nice to know i would step up without thinking and defend them.

I consider it minor. I guess I didnt think it would take 7 or 8 months for the gravity of it to finally settle in, but minor none the less. Im safe, she is safe, and no one died. I would think if i killed him things would be alot different. Im still floored that I had the capacity to do it… I chased him down the street, and then let him go… I would have killed him; scary thought.

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