# RIP Brandon **URL:** \ **Category:** Shift518 Off Topic\ **Created:** [September 20, 2010, 10:22am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/rip-brandon/254612 "2010-09-20T10:22:17Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 1\ **Showing post:** 35
**Author:** ![KrazyKid](https://yyz2.discourse-cdn.com/flex034/user_avatar/forums.speedlife.net/krazykid/32/6371_2.png) [@KrazyKid](https://forums.speedlife.net/u/KrazyKid)\ **Post date:** [September 22, 2010, 9:27am UTC](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/rip-brandon/254612/35 "2010-09-22T09:27:00Z")
> [@A place to get dyno tuned?](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/a-place-to-get-dyno-tuned/35207/13): > > I regret not going, I couldn’t bring myself to do it last night. Its extremely selfish of me especially when people who were even closer to him than I took a deep breath and went, but I just couldent do it. I wlll honestly say I would have lost it. I lost it earlier this morning writeing something… and I dident even know him as well as many others. > > That should say something about him right there. You dident have to be his best friend to understand the kind of person he was, or be touched by him. He had an unbelievable personality Its not selfish at all. Some people just cant take it well, I am one of those people too. I dont have many beliefs and I am not religious at all, I am a very scientific person I guess. I only believe what I see and can prove. Life and death scares the shit out of me, its the one thing i cant controll and it bugs the hell out of me. When I lost my friend way back, it crushed me and I will never forget the feeling seeing him at the wake. I still picture it sometimes, and it creeps me out inside my head. Sometimes I wish I didnt have to see it. My grandfather passed recently too, and I saw him in his bed that morning. Another thing I will never erase from my memory. I guess going through these things is somethign you have to do, and it does make you a stronger person, but still only your own thoughts roaming around in your head are what you need to liston to. Adam, I feel for you big time too man. I am so sorry to hear about this, please keep your head up. My thoughts are with you aswell. --- _[View the full topic](https://forums.speedlife.net/t/rip-brandon/254612)._