9/11/05 BAO meet....8ish

[RedGoober4Life]

@Meryem13

Okay… another interesting experience…

I am sorry if this comes off as sounding self centered or something, but do you always ignore new people? Am I supposed to bring my own friends? Or am I just supposed to butt into your conversations? It seemed like you all knew each other, so I didn’t want to interrupt anyone, but I did feel a little unwelcome since no one seemed to put any effort into including a new person. Like I said, I didn’t want to interrupt you all since it’s obvious you’ve known each other for a lot longer and have more things to talk about and more in common. I’m not going to fly a 737 into your car’s no matter what I look like, if that’s the issue…

I’m sorry if this comes off as a little moody and I really don’t want to cause waves or anything of the sort, I’m just trying to figure out what I’m supposed to do to be “included”. If you expect me to just butt in, then tell me so and I’ll try to do that, though I’m not good at just interrupting people and being like, “look at me!!!”

I hope I don’t sound like some psycho…

Don’t cry. If I go to this Sunday’s meet, I’ll speak to you in tongues!