is there a legit fucking reason I cant use cp?

Oh you’re right, I’m a giant childish dick.

However your dilemma is, why would a giant childish dick actually listen to “logic” and other people’s needs AND apologize?

Woah. Wouldn’t make a very good dick now would he?

I don’t care how much higher you will think of a tree if it stops being a tree. That’s a tall order and wishful thinking.