No I think you scour, and search, and hope that some one so much as mentions you or your dumpy carbecue. Just some reason to feel as if someone really does care. It must be hard man, you have it rough right. Society has you down. Fuck the man, dont play by his rules, and all that jazz. Bet you have tons of real friends. I’am so sad for you. Youre the kid that has to be loud on the playground, and call everyone names, start trouble, for the sake of attention. It must be hard to run that life day in and day out, hating everything and everyone, because you hate yourself.