all that plus now i represent the whole fucking website as the driver for the show and i wasnt going to lose the car cause of a fucking fuse box. so as you can they. they basiclaly shut off my mic cause every othe word out my mouth that day was fuck fuck fuck fuck, this team member fuck fuck and more fucks. as you seen once that shit got straight i was legit. how would you feel if the whole website and team put the load on your shoulders? all thta plus my sugar issue. i didnt eat all day that day and ppl that know me very close know im a person who needs to eat or i get really fucked up.