i will not let drama build up in this thread. i will be cleaning house on it.
if this is the first time you are thinking about running a cycle i would not suggest an anabolic.
you may want to try GHRP-6.
pm me or hit me up on aim, and i can set you up with links that have a lot of good information, and places to buy just about anything you need.
edit:
deletions started. if you dont know anything about “roids” or any of the modern anabolics do not post. most of what i have left up is bullshit, but i left it up so you pseudo-biochemists can feel s-m-r-t
back on topic
http://anabolicminds.com/forum/
http://www.ibeforums.com/phpbb2/index.php
http://boards.muscleandfitness.com/ib/ikonboard.cgi
those links will get you started.
ibe is also a leader in HGH dev. some of there stuff is going to/has gone past fda and is prescription now.