same here, I cased the SHIT out of the last 60+ foot stepdown in the Inferno Park at Mt Snow last year, take off is higher than me holding my ski pole above my head standing on the back of the jump, I pop off the lip about 15-20 feet, and the jump has to be every bit of 13-14 feet tall… so yeah I hit the knuckle/deck (about 2 feet shy of the landing) basicly fell about 28-30 feet to the deck, it felt like I jumped off the roof of my 2nd story house. Thought for sure I was going to take a heli ride out from that one in mid air… but somehow I monster trucked it and took my knees to my chest and bounced off the knuckel and landed down the landing a good bit and skiid away un harmed! Fucking worst messup I ever had skiing… so yeah I backed it off some since then! lol I totally hear you!