Yep the irony is rediculous isn’t it? I am done i just have o fly to a different fob in about a week, chill there for a week or so then venture home. I will be back in the states In less then three weeks. You are correct about the change thing although not subconscious at all i am quite aware of it. I think am just trying to accomplish too much right now and have no real outlet to relax. God I am a fucking pussy, maybe I will just go cry and call my mom.