Alpine
May 12, 2010, 11:53am
17
I always agreed with what the majority think… its a made up condition. However now that it is really starting to affect me (memory, can’t focus, constantly jumping from thing to thing, cant sleep b/c my mind is going non-stop) it really sucks. I’m not asking anyone to feel sorry for me or bend anything to suit me. Its something I have, and I’m going to live with it and do what I can to help myself. It never really bothered me until I got my new job and the inability to focus and the non-stop jumping back and forth is actually starting to affect my work which can’t happen with what I do. I work on million plus dollar machinery and one minor fuck-up can be hundreds of thousands of dollars.
Oooo, a piece of candy…
Edit: Here is my current list of projects that I have going on all at the same time…
Restore of 1983 Suzuki GS550 (Started last summer)
Building my Jeep (Started over 4 years ago)
Remodelling a bathroom (Started about 1.5 months ago)
Rebuilding the winnebago into the moto hauler (Started last week)
Dash for my VW (Started a few months ago)
Dash for my truck (Started last summer)
Rewiring electrical in my rented house (Started about 1.5 months ago)
Rear clip of an MR2 to be converted into a BBQ grill (Started last summer)
Its not that I dont want to finish these projects, I just get side-tracked really easy on something else and lose interest/focus. Some day they will be done, but not for a while.
Oooo a plane.
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Your health should be a #1 priority in your life, not just physical health but your mental health too! I once thought all the ‘mental’ health and taking care of your mind was all bs, but after seeking proper care it has truly has turned my life around. I was a fucking mess just over a year ago, and now I’m completely content with everything and closer than ever to my true friends and family.