After reading that all I conclude is that you are a fool. YES it’s stupid to put most of your paycheck into a car. Make more money and put some of your paycheck into your car.
being a drug enthusiast makes you (you in the any person who does sense) a WASTE OF LIFE.
I’m sure I could take up drugs and be totally happy but it’s a facade that only would stop me from realizing I sucked at life.