i prefer millers, but hendricks, tanquray, or Q would work.
or if you already spent all of your money on blow and absynthe, the best cheap gin out there in my opinion is bartons. to an experienced gin drinker, it tastes like water. ive been know to chug a handle of bartons gin from the bottle every now and again.
“teh suicidal cocktail” i like the sound of that