Sorry to hear it bro. I’ll give you a heads up on what happened to me…
I was best friends with a girl who was so beautiful, we were best friends for 5+ years and she always found assholes who treated her bad, blah blah you know the type.
Well after I went to college and she was in high school still she decided she wanted to be with me, we ended up messing around, sex, etc. all the amazing stuff. It was like picture perfect fantasy dream land type.
Well then randomly one day she is hanging out with her ex bf and tells me they are dating again!??@ Now only am I furious because she didn’t end anything with me, but she expects nothing to change with us being friends and go back the way.
Well I said fuck that, became depressed, drank alot and failed out of college. Went back he next semester without speaking to her in like 6+ months. I get my life back on track, pulling a 4.0 gpa, working again. Happy, etc.
She contacts me, complains how much she misses me and all that. I ignore her even longer, a semester goes by same thing. But then I missed her, and gave in. We got close again and she did the same thing we hooked up, started doing things like couples, she even considered me her bf. All was cool til one day she met one of my friends who is a dancer/model (sigh).
Abou 2-3 weeks later apparently they are hanging out and dating without word to me. I tell her to fuck off, never wanna see her again etc.
I had no pity or sympathy for when he left her for some actress in LA and to start his career or whatever. She tried to contact me everyday crying and I just ignored her and continued doing my thing at school, graduated with honors and moved on and up here to Buffalo.
I ended up meeting an amazing girl who I trust and love who I know is not insecure and shallow like the previous girl was. I never speak to the best friend anymore and its better that way.
So all in all it happens to the best of us, my advice is this:
Don’t let it get you down, she is probably just a shallow girl who will realize everything she has lost one day and come crying back, and by then you will have been far moved on and better off without her. Better yourself, and never look back.