im not one for typing this kind of shit…
but im actaully hurt… we agreed to break up and not screw anyone just to have a little freedom…
well i turned down 5 girls… in 7 days… pretty funny how word gets out…
today i was susposed to go to psu main to have a good night going out with dsome friends…
im about to leave and i find out jessi’ dating someone allready! i couldn t believe it cause she calls me and told me she missed me and i said the same! on thursday…
tonight i find out she banged a 28 yr with a kid… and it was a ha/f breed… …
i hate life… i actauuly broke down and cryed all night to think that the girl i loved for how long as banged a half/half… no offense…
but we had a tigh relationship…
her friends i found out bang an average of 2-3 dudes a week… and she is going to be just like them… i know it!
the sad part is i love her with everything i have… and this is what happend…
she never toold me and i confronted her… to her being shocked of course she auto hates me cuase i busted her…
i have a pittbull thats as good as it gets and i treat her as my daughter…
it was my dog… she put it in her name so she wants to take her from me!!!
this dog meant just about as much as she did to me!!
no way am i giving her up!!
so we talked all night on here and i hate my life… as pitty as it sounds…
all i want is a freaking nice girl… not no bar fly… not no att whore…
so now im in search for someone new… and praying she’ll be a good honest person…
I CAN T EVEN LOOK AT WHORES… i hate it…
and if the local’s hate… ill find out… we are still good friends…
what goes around comes around…
so now wtf am i susposed to do? i loved being with her for years…
please no pitty… it just sucks… :embarassd
even if i had the chance i wouldn t not touch her… its a gross feeling inside that burns…
SAD PART IS … i know everything about him in a matter of minutes…
THAT ASSHOLE WAS HITTING ON HERE FOR EVER… YR AND HALF…
