not sure this is going to make much of a difference, but what the hell, ive tried everything else and its like slamming my head off a brick wall and ive gotten too many concussions to keep doing that.
first off, i want to apologise to the majority of shift. been in a pretty nasty funk for a while and havent had my head on straight. been blaming alot of people for alot of issues that were self created and self inflicted. im POSITIVE im not going to be on anyones christmas card mailing list (or hannukah for those of you out there) but tis the season for me to reflect back on the type of person ive been as a whole to everyone whether its people on here, or in person.
everybody has different outlooks on how each other should present themselves and how they should act… ive never been one to take criticism well, except its pretty bad when i cant even stand my own thoughts and actions.
this all being said (typed) im going to try and make a conscious effort to adjust a few things (ok more than a few) in my life and hope for better outcomes. noones perfect, especially not me, so i guess we’ll see how this goes…
like i said in the beginning im sure im going to get some heat for this post, good or bad, hey either way i had to get some shit off my chest. take this for what you all will.
~Travis