So, you’re not willing to break even to start at the BOTTOM of the pole, with the chance to work your way up?! And probably get benefits? Unreal as usual. You’re actually content with making a minimum payment a credit card balance? Do you realize how many times over you’re paying for shit by doing that? Unreal again.
Suck it up, get rid of that Mustang, 4wheeler you never use, get a beater and find a new job even if it means driving a little bit. I’m sure none of this makes sense to you, but it does to literally everyone else.