It’s hard to leaves cars and racing behind when you’re in deep IMO. I always wanted in since a kid. I wanted a good job to just have money for cars. Never ending, never satisfied, always want more, a bigger and better high. I feel like I have a heroin addiction as far as cars go. The first time I felt boost, my life was turned upside down. I don’t think I could ever quit without rehab lol.
I imagine you feel it in your stomach. But on the plus side, cars won’t be going anywhere. This hobby will be here for you when it’s time. You will probably have a deeper appreciation for it when you make sacrifices to get to where you want.
P.S we gotta cruise before the S13 leaves your hands.