I'm quitting cigarettes

My cigs prevent me from strangling dumb fucks while at work.
I wonder if i killed someone if i actually would get fired??? hmmmmm…
I’ve done the patch,zyban,gum, etc… i usually stop, my prob has been i tell myself i’m over it and have one socially…and thats all it takes to go back up that stupid road. I even bought a box of patches the other day as i’ve been mulling this over lately