Woo Im really just ranting, and seeking advice from people that I know might have probabily made the same mistake. I think I have a problem. If you think this is a massive post, don’t read - Id like some help from those of you who have probabily stumbled upon my path.
Here’s my dilemna.
Back In May 06’ I got my first job, saved up every penny I could. During my spare time at work I researched about cars in general - I knew I liked 240sx’s and old civic ef hatchbacks. I stumbled across the NICO website and I knew I wanted this type of car. Everything about it was awesome, one of which being the community. I learnt it was RWD and I didn’t really care, I didn’t think it mattered. Time passed and I bought my first car. A 1990 240sx HB. It rocked 300 000kms, was auto and it had rust, and to rop it off it rocked a brown interior. I paid 1800. It was a peice. But I loved it. I didnt even have a liscence at the time. I fixed up the car on my own and got it certified - I got my liscence in November.
Let’s backtrack.
The first time I saw a 240sx was when I played need for speed underground #1. Yee, thats right. NEED FOR SPEED. Im admitting it, so what. I was a little video game nerd and I was into the F&F and rice. I had no car knowledge, did even know what a cam was. I saw it, a 240sx with its lights and its hatch and I loved the look of it. Thats it - woo.
So lets just say I’ve learnt quite a bit lurking around on these forums and working on that car. I’ve learnt alot, never EVER thought Id be interested in cars - but theres something that makes me feel good when Im working on them and acutally fixing it and saving cash by DIY’ing!
So I had my car, loved it, and well after the winter - the rust started eating the rocker panels, the engine started pufin blue smoke, my gas mileage was 200km a TANK. I hated automatic. I got fed up with it and didn’t want to drop anymore cash into a too far gone car. I sold it for 1 grand. Oh yeah I hit a guard rail too, and I had a nice dent and a bent tie rod. I hit ice turnpike ramp and understeered into it.
While it was for sale, I picked up an integra for a good price. Good condition, 5sp, I figured Id enjoy it the same. Biggest mistake ever. Ive never been so unhappy with a purchase. It has good gas mileage, everything a normal person would love - I didn’t. I just dont have the passion or love for the car as I did with my 240. You guys know the feeling, you come outta the store - see your 240 sitting there, you feel proud.
I didn’t get it anymore. I didnt care how nice it was or how well it ran, I began to hate it. I don’t care about working on it - It’s been blah. So I put it up for sale. Hell its on the forums somewhere. Ive wanted it gone for 3 months now and nothing. A few people calling or emailing, but noone comes to look at it, everyone flakes, or can’t come up with the cash. Everytime someone calls, I get excited - they flake, I get sad. It sucks.
I tried saving for it, but its hard to gain much cash with insurance and school to pay for. Im cursed by my Integra. It wont leave.
So this year Im going to college - I am taking OSAP, I will be fine, paying monthly hopefully paying it all off by the end of the summer, rinse and repeat for another 4 years. I can live rather comfortably, and I live at home.
Lately Ive been thinking about taking a loan out to finally be happy, and picking up a 240sx - around 3 grand. And paying it back with the money for my car - if it sells, common sense says of course it will. If not, balancing college, work, my loan payments, insurance, gas, g/f and osap payments will be hard. I dont want to leave OSAP till im done graduating, thats a bad idea.
In a nutshell, is it worth it? I don’t know,part of me is like “YEAAH LETS GO!” while the rest screams “It’s just a car - get over it” I don’t know what to do, everyone I talk to doesn’t understand where Im coming from. You guys must…Right?
I have to goto school and my education is important and I cant be stressed to shit about loans and cash. But I REALLY want to get a 240sx back - Id be in paradise, I’d be happy, and I think that matters most. I might be strapped for cash but at least Im enjoying myself.
So basically, has anyone else had to make a decision like this? If so from experience did it turn out for the best or worse. Should I just wait for the teg to sell or just jump on in and hope for the best?
Fuck…Thats a long post but im sure someone will get me…
goes to slit wrists