CJ: Honestly I am glad you spun your shit around and started driving out of the hole. Seriously. As pissed as I got and still am over all this, I really don’t want to see you, your friends in the car that night, and that Rob e-thug fuck up your lives by disrespecting people to the point of what we saw here.
Everyone who posted in this thread, regulars on shift, are good people. For the most part have steady career’s, many great accomplishments, attainable goals, great families, great friends, and we all get along in real life. Many of these people I would trust with somethings that I wouldn’t trust some of my family members! This isn’t an attempt to put myself or anyone else here on a high horse, what I am getting at is just pay attention to the people here. There are many wise people on her to learn from. Many of us have made big mistakes, and had shit storms too… we fought through them took the lashings and got past it. The unfortunate thing is people are sponges for negative shit, and some reason people remember the negative stuff that happens over the positives. It wont be easy to gain respect, if you choose to stick around here or partake in public activities related to what goes on here. Sorry, but that’s just how it is.
This entire thing was simply blown up because of the poor decisions you and chris made that night. You both were in the wrong beginning to end, HOWEVER the reason this got spun out of control was simply that once it was brought up, you fought back by denying parts of it, contradicting your statements seconds later nullifying your argument and showing a chink in your armor, allowing others to rip in. All the while Chris already said he knew what he did was wrong and he already took care of his legal issues from this and is on the path to recovering from them. I don’t need to go back over what we already know.
I am sure a lot of what I am saying your probably thinking, yeah guy I already know that. If so, good. If not and this is all news to you, or you still read my words of wisdom and think “Pshhh, what ever man”, you will continue to have issues in life, better get a hold of yourself bro.
Its hard growing up, and its harder now than 10 years ago when I did, and when I grew up it was harder than 10 years prior to that. It seems like in today’s world it can be rather cut and dry. Either your on the train to success or your not even at the station. There really isn’t any happy medium anymore, at least in my eyes. Everywhere you look either people really care about something, or don’t give a shit at all. With that being my opinion, my actions are based on what will put me on that train and not leave me behind. You have to figure it out for yourself, what ever works for you.
My rant is over. My previous statements still stand though. Kindly steer clear of me, until I approach you somehow to make amends. In my eyes, I need to see actions I approve of for me to regain respect for someone, and I am sorry is not acceptable by me, never was and never will be… its the easy way out and more often than not the level of sincerity inst there.