Not to be eerie... (Death related.)

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not to go off topic, but if one of your “best” friends commits suicide… what kind of friend are you? sure maybe some people are going to do it regardless, but can’t you see the signs of it? i don’t understand that…

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Until you’ve been in the situtation you won’t be able to comprehend how helpless of a feeling one has. Yes you can see signs but no matter what you do depression isn’t something that you can just turn off…there’s some serious shit going on in there heads that creates highly irrational thoughts. I was with Matt as often as I could, let him know I was there for him, as well as his family and countless other friends. All it takes is one slip, and in his case a pull of the trigger and it’s all over, just like that.