i edited my post after realizing it was uncalled for.
yes, they WANT to serve and protect. and instead they catch flak from young teenage kids who think they are mario andretti, or some gangbanging dumb fuck who thinks shooting cops is cool. they take their own life in their hands every second of the day whether it be a traffic stop or a hostage situation. he was doing his JOB and who are we to question how he does/did it?