I’m not out of it though, she needed a break to figure stuff out. So she’s a 5 minute drive away from my house, so close, but so far away since I can’t see her whenever I want, it’s up to her. It was such a shock to the system today to figure out from seeing her every day to probably only getting to see her one hour a week or so (haven’t figured shit out yet) So now it’s just waiting around and hoping to god that she still wants to be with me later