are you motherfuckers retarded?

yea im weining off the big #s cauase of big injurines but its hard. ive always been a number fuck lol wanted to be heavy and use heavy weights, and always lifted for the next week if ya kno wut i mean. but now i wana look better. lol im down to 213:'( but owell time for a change and try to save my joings 3 out of 4 weeks lol 1 “heavy” week and the rest light to moderate weight. but i always compare to my old #s which is just not happening right now lol